I considered posting for a few days now, and was going to write what I was going through and how I felt. But talking felt better than writing. Thank you again for all the support.
I know many of you have been asking for an update, and I'm sorry it's been five months since I've lasted posted. Sheesh...that is long, even for me. It's been a whirlwind recently and between work, classes, Scarlett's dance and moving I've been overwhelmed. Tonight is actually the first night in a long time where I've actually opened up my laptop for a purpose other than looking for a storage unit or replacement kitchen faucets. Huzzah! Another big reason I haven't written is because we waited this time around before telling people (outside of the select few who knew about the transfer). I know that this last year I've been incredibly transparent about our infertility and what we have been going through. I am beyond grateful for all of the love and support we've received during this time as well. So thank you to everyone who has been cheering us on or has messaged me with a kind word or two, I do appreciate it. What stopped me this time around ...
I just snuggled my sweet seven month old and put her to bed after she fell asleep nursing. Scarlett is watching Frozen in her pjs and I'm FINALLY sitting and relaxing, enjoying a New Glarus Raspberry Tart. I'm running on four hours of sleep after working last night followed by a full day of mom-ing....and I couldn't be happier. Or more exhausted. The last few days have been profound for me and while I've been internally organizing my non medicated ADD thoughts, spilling my soul helps me better make sense of all these complex emotions. And for me, being transparent as I've navigated through this journey has not only made such a positive impact for me and my family, but has also helped others going through similar experiences. I titled this post "Thriving...Not Just Surviving" because for the first time in two years I can honestly say I'm not just in survival mode anymore. I'm not trying to survive infertility, not trying to survive pregnancy and...
Are we having fun yet? The answer is no, nope, not at all. It's actually pretty hectic over here, trying to get all of our ducks in a row before the 25th. Friday I had my baseline blood work and ultrasound. I had to have everything within normal limits before we could move forward with our IVF protocol. Like every baseline I had, we're all set. And the ultrasound probe and I continue to cultivate our relationship, while my poor right AC vein remains the primary source for blood tests. My dear friend, probe Matty and I had our IVF nurse consultation this morning at Highland Park Hospital. We met Barb, our IVF nurse. She's fantastic. IVF nurses remind me a lot of ER nurses, incredibly smart and with a twisted sense of humor. AKA, the best kind of people to know. Helen is my nurse out of the Buffalo Grove clinic and I love the woman. She returns every crazy email from me in record speed, and has given me more hugs than I can count. Especially on the days I drag my hi...
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